Moonlight Dwelling

1999-2000

2000-2001

Entry One

Dear Diary

So thanks to Phoebe I got to celebrate naked. That's not exactly what I'd normally do with a bunch of strangers hanging around. That's just not my idea of celebrating. Great so we've been witches for a year and a demon steals the book. So much for being demon free. Well it was nice while it lasted. This is nerve wracking.

I'm just glad we got the book back. I'm also glad we didn't have to get naked again to do it. It wasn't fun to have demons pop up from the past. On the good side we have a hot new neighbor named Dan. What a butt he has. The place where I want to have my club needs some work but I think it could work. I want to run my own place and yay it's a reality now. I got the loan but thanks to stupid Jeremy he changed his mind about the loan. Good thing I didn't sleep with him. So I have a club thanks to my sisters. P3 is the name I've gone with to represent all of us. We even got to see Grams who is the one that flips the pages in the Book.

Entry Two

Dear Diary

This was strange going into the future. We were all so different. Phoebe was burned at the stake and Prue was blonde. I had a daughter and Leo and I weren't together anymore. We ended up getting married but we were getting a divorce. It was pretty crappy because the witch trials were back with our neighbor Mr Crap at the helm. I looked great so the vanquishing didn't cause the wear and tear that I was wondering about. I still had the same car for some crazy reason and I still lived in the manor. My little girl was beautiful and her name's Melinda. Whoa Leo and I got married but also divorced. The first part I like but not the second part.

This was a harsh lesson learned and it all started with some dog crap. So now hopefully we have stopped this from happening. I still think we need to keep an eye on him. It was horrible to watch her burn. So something small can have a huge impact on things. We just have to put up with the crap and not use our powers even for something like teaching the guy that refuses to pick up after his dog a lesson. We now know what's gonna happen to us if we do that and I for one want a better future because that one was horrible except it wasn't all bad.

Entry Three

Dear Diary

Damn I broke my shoe and got sucked into a painting. It's a good thing Phoebe cast that smart spell otherwise we'd still be stuck in there. Well she could have done it without the spell too. I hate it when the bad guys pretend to be the good ones. I have enough to worry about without being tricked. We are so going shopping this weekend.

I'm so relieved that Dan's gonna fix the code violation problems. It's handy to have him next door. I didn't think I had so much to fix. It's like everything that can be wrong is wrong with the club. I couldn't afford this if it weren't for Dan. He's a really great guy. Okay maybe I like him a little but I can't stop thinking about Leo but I don't think it'll work between us.

Entry Four

Dear Diary

Great my being excited about P3 being on the map by having Dishwalla perform was arranged by Leo. That kinda spoiled things but I got a big name so hopefully that'll attract more bands. It takes time for word to get around. I didn't plan on a demon being involved with getting a band to play at the club. It would be nice to get a band the normal way.

The future revealed us as having a relationship which would require us to actually have one. We have a daughter together in the future so that means we have to get together sometime. I would like to know just when that's gonna happen. I hope demons aren't always going to pop up at the club since I didn't like that. It was like Freddy with all those poor people trapped inside of it but they're safe now. That jerk won't be taking away my club after getting slimed.

Entry Five

Dear Diary

What a relief Prue is back to normal and Phoebe's out of heat. She did fix the AC which is great since it's been hot lately. Can't there be a warning label on spells to tell us that if you cast this you'll turn into whatever? I'm just glad the succubus didn't screw up The Cranberries at the club. That would have been the last thing I needed. The club is making money and I want it to continue that way.

I decided to take my temporary brother's advice and go for it. I called Dan and I'm glad that I did. That tape just showed me what a great guy he is. They sometimes seem like a dying breed but one moved in next door. This making the first move thing really worked well. It turns out that Dan was trying to work up the courage to make a move. Now that's out of the way and who knows where this could go. He is the type of guy that I could see myself falling for.

Entry Six

Dear Diary

Kyle's lucky he gets to go back to his normal life. He was destined to do this one extraordinary thing which he did. Now he's done but we have to keep doing this. I want a normal life so I'm trying to do that. It doesn't help to have Leo just orb in.

Things have been going good with Dan. I can count on him to be there when I need him. I don't want the confusion that comes with Leo being around. I'd at least like one area of my life to be normal and I'd like to see if I can make things work. I'd like to not be confused with my heart pulling me in two different directions.

Entry Seven

Dear Diary

Whew what a relief. I was really worried about being a warlock magnet. Kit wasn't hissing at Dan it was the hornets next right outside the door. So Dan's just a regular human which makes me happy. It's a wonder we trust people. I date one warlock so now I'm a warlock magnet. It was just the one time for crying out loud.

It was so strange casting that spell. Phoebe shouldn't be looking at his butt. That could be very dangerous knowing a person's every thought. I want my thoughts to stay in my own head. It's a shame that Phoebe meets a nice guy and doesn't remember him. I'm just glad we were able to save both him and his dad. Well I did get away with Dan and it went great. It was nice to have a little down time.

Entry Eight

Dear Diary

Why was I the one to get poison ivy? Just my luck and Leo couldn't heal it. It turns out that not only do Mom and I have the same power we also fell in love with our Whitelighters. Those letters could have easily been written by me. It didn't work out for her so it can't work for me. Whoo that orbing made me a bit dizzy. At least they're together now.

I'm just glad this whole mess is over. No more deaths at the lake. It was horrible to hear how Mom died. Sadly some things are not meant to be. I just have to accept that whether I like it or not. I'm moving forward or at least I'm trying to. I just couldn't say goodbye to Leo. I guess a part of me thought if I said the words it would be forever.

Entry Nine

Dear Diary

Well Darryl knows about us now. He seemed to take it pretty well. That wasn't exactly a good way to start the day after leaving Dan's. This Friday the 13th thing never goes well. Instead of breakfast the place gets shot up. Great now humans are coming after us. No wonder Prue enjoyed taking a walk on the dark side with that hottie Bane. So I can unfreeze someone and leave another frozen. It isn't astral projection but it's something.

I hope to never see Barbas again. He's really scary because you can never overcome all your fears. You conquer one only to have another one pop up. Damn that Marcie was just too perky. I was tempted when Dan asked me to move in with him. I adore him but it's just too soon. I don't know how I'd deal with the witch thing and the demons. I wouldn't want him to be around when one attacked.

Entry Ten

Dear Diary

Talk about bad timing. I was with Dan when another problem strikes. I couldn't even think up an excuse. He made breakfast and gave me a beautiful necklace. It's hard having to keep part of myself hidden from him. At the movies it was great because we were like normal people. I want more of that.

So Cupid's for real. He doesn't look the way I'd imagine but I don't have green skin and hook nose either. I know I can't have a normal life so I need to find some balance and get as much normal as I can. Talk about an evening going straight to hell. I'll admit that I do sometimes think about Leo. But I have Dan and I think we could have a future especially with everything that Drazi tried to ruin things will Dan but we worked things out. Dan even got the chain fixed so I have my necklace back.

Entry Eleven

Dear Diary

Well I got a taste of what it was like to have a baby. I've come to the conclusion that I'm far from ready for that. Dan is absolutely amazing. He seemed to have the maternal instincts going on. It's like he's too perfect. He was like McGyver with estrogen. We couldn't help but falling for the little guy.

I don't like when I can't freeze something. I've frozen a ghost before but not this guy. I'm glad I didn't have to do any grave digging. Sadly we weren't able to save Martha. That was incredibly selfless of her to kill herself to save her grandson Matthew. I just wish we could have saved her too.

Entry Twelve

Dear Diary

Just my luck I get some weird fruit for drinks and it ends up nearly killing me. So I'm sticking to normal fruit to avoid some killer bug bite. To make matters worse the spell cast on me came with really bad results since other people caught this disease. So that's why you can't cast spells to cure someone. I couldn't live with myself if someone died because of me.

So Leo healed me. I was almost a goner. Dan heard me call Leo's name. I don't know how I'm gonna explain that. He's mortal now which complicates things. I'm with Dan now but something that wasn't possible could be possible now. I don't know what I'm gonna do now.

Entry Thirteen

Dear Diary

Well I think I'm gonna stop celebrating Valentine's Day. I just wanted to have a supernatural day off but no such luck. Phoebe unknowingly gives her friends from school some witchy advice which they took. To make things even more complicated Dan came by the club and saw Leo which he didn't exactly like. I should just treat this as a normal day instead of trying to get in a little romance.

I guess I wasn't exactly being truthful when I said Dan had all of me. I really care about Dan and I want to make it work. I'm not sure if I can especially after that card. I wanted to have that moment for real but the kiss was just in my head. I just don't want to hurt Dan. He's such a great guy and he doesn't deserve this but I can't deny what my heart is telling me. I want to try with Dan but I'm kinda confused.

Entry Fourteen

Dear Diary

So Phoebe's past life came back and tried to kill her. We were cousins and were even then living at the manor. So much for evolution. So I was married to Dan back then and had an affair with Leo. Talk about a migraine situation. So it turns out I was just as confused back then as I am now. It's kinda upsetting that we tried to kill Phoebe although she tried to kill us first.

Leave it to Leo to confuse things more. It was so strange seeing them chat. Talking about our past lives and destiny isn't something I need to be hearing. Dan's checking up on Leo. He's worried about me which is so sweet. He's just looking out for me.. It's not like I can tell him that Leo is the same guy that died during WWII. I just don't know what to do. I can't tell him the truth.

Entry Fifteen

Dear Diary

This is one of those times when I wish we weren't witches. If we were just regular people Prue wouldn't be kidnapped and I wouldn't be torn between two guys right now because I'd be with Leo. The spell Phoebe cast helped us find Prue instead of revealing which guy to choose. It's just so frustrating because I'm gonna hurt one of these two great guys. I don't know if Leo will get his wings back so that makes me not want to consider a relationship with him. I just don't think I could take that risk.

I don't like it when a demon doesn't freeze. What's the point of this power if it doesn't always work? So Prue's bad boy turned out to not to be so bad after all. That's a relief since it saved our butts. I don't even want to think about that demon Litvak mentioned. I'm thinking it's bad as in really, really bad. I don't need a sign to tell me where my heart lies. I can try to deny it but I've never stopped loving Leo. I have to end things with Dan.

Entry Sixteen

Dear Diary

I have to wait until Dan comes back. He deserves that much. I just hate that I'm gonna hurt him. It can't work because I'm in love with Leo. I'm just not sure what I'm going to say to him. He senses that something's wrong but I couldn't tell him over the phone. I have to face him when I do this.

So Leo's a Whitelighter again. That doesn't change my mind. I want us to find a way to make it work. I'm just so glad that the Darklighter didn't succeed. That was horrible seeing Prue on the bridge so close to jumping. Things worked out for Prue and Maggie so I'm hoping some of that good luck comes my way.

Entry Seventeen

Dear Diary

It was so tempting to give it up. Being a witch ha really messed up my life. I was perfectly happy before when everything was normal. I don't want to end up like Aunt Gail old and desperate to be young again. It seems like this family is destined for heartbreak. I hate all the death around me.

I won't quit unless Phoebe and Prue agree to it. It would make things a lot easier. It would be nice to not have to go after some demon. This is so rotten Dan let me off the hook because he knew. I think that makes me feel worse because he was so understanding. I have to take the chance with Leo otherwise I'll always regret it.

Entry Eighteen

Dear Diary

We finally have a real date planned but it wasn't how I envisioned it. I wanted it to be perfect and magic free. Instead I arrive late and Dan's at the next table with I just work with Amelia. So of course Leo gets called away. It would be nice to have a date that lasted for longer than two minutes.

It was strange to see Dan with another girl so soon. It makes me wonder. I didn't want him to pine over me but couldn't he have taken five seconds to mourn the loss. I guess I'm over the guilt now since he seems to be moving on. I don't know how dating a Whitelighter is gonna be. I guess it's like being with a doctor.

Entry Nineteen

Dear Diary

I swear I'll smack Phoebe if she ever wants to go to a horror movie again. Our lives resemble a horror movie so we don't need that too. At least we got rid of that demon. I don't like psychos popping out of the screen. After this Phoebe shouldn't make any cracks about my love life. All the guys were real unlike her Billy.

That was kinda awkward to have Dan come in while I was with Leo. I want him to get on with his life. He's such a great guy and deserves to be happy. I hate that I hurt him. I just had to follow my heart. So much for the perfect first date since it was a disaster. I guess we'll never be normal. He'll be called away and I'll have to deal with it.

Entry Twenty

Dear Diary

The last place I'd expect to find a demon would be at the library. It would be nice if there was one place safe from them. It's such a shame about Charlene but it was great that we could help poor Mr Wilson get justice for his daughter. It's been a day for ghosts. I'm just glad that this time it was a good one.

Dan trying to help gave me a file on Leo. I hate that I hurt him. It was strange to find out that Leo was married. I guess I shouldn't be surprised. I met Lillian and she was so sweet. I guess I don't really think about it because of the weirdness but he had a life before which is a lifetime ago for him which is why he wants to focus on now. Besides she moved on and found love again.

Entry Twenty-One

Dear Diary

So much for not worrying about the doctor. I thought that he'd just give up if I kept ignoring him. I just wanted to spend the day with my boyfriend but no such luck. I could have at least talked to Dr Williamson and stopped this from happening. This is so horrible and we had to vanquish him. I wish we could have saved him.

Well now we know that we can't give blood. Apparently our blood gives the that gets it our powers. So that's kind of a relief because I really hate needles. It was such an awful day. I had no idea that something like this could happen. At least the monkeys no longer have our powers. I feel so guilty for this horrible mess. I really hate it when we can't save an innocent.

Entry Twenty-Two

Dear Diary

That had to be one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Well the world didn't end because we were willing to sacrifice Prue. During this job sometimes we have to not think with our hearts. It's better to save a bunch of people instead of just one. It's a hard lesson but it paid off.

At least I was able to have dinner with Leo before things started going to hell. That was a new one evil in suits. What were we thinking trying to work with evil? That's just something we should never do again. Great now evil's gonna work extra hard to end the world. If the world ends what would evil do then?

2000-2001