He couldn't wait to see his family again. The past year had been a nightmare. He felt like such an idiot agreeing to allow himself to be used as a vessel for Castiel. Jimmy wished he'd never listened to him when he started talking to him. Now he'd lost a year of his life and was finally free from the insanity of angels and demons. He wanted to be with his family.
If he could only turn back time he would just take the pills and pretend Castiel wasn't real because he had no idea what this would do to his life. He thought he was special when in reality he was just being used by some angel where he ended up stabbed and shot. He wanted no part of this so he thanked his lucky stars that he was free from that living nightmare. Even though he ate all that food he could still eat and he wanted to take a shower.
By Barbara Desmond